Random Feeling.

When i was in campus, I felt home sick.
When i'm at my hometown, I missed my friends in University.
Life just unable to describe,up and down. :)

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Envy about someone.

Felt envy of looking at my besties celebrating festive holiday oversea. :D
Mohamad Faisal Imran, went to London with his family to celebrate Hari Raya Aidilfitri.
I would like to wish all my muslim friends,Faisal,Aiman,Marlina,Zaki,Azam,Syafik,Arif,Akmal Fahmi,Syami,Faiz,Aida, my non muslim friends as well as those who i seldom click with Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, enjoy your holiday. Get more "duit raya". :D

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Motivation.

9Days of holiday,I wasted two days,Thursday&Friday.
Everyone knew that motivation is the key to succeed.
But currently,I'm clueless where to search for it,by looking at my ever lowest midterm result,it indeed heartbroken me. Pushing me from top of the building, leading me to hell. This Raya holiday, work and study. Do you think is impossible? Well,I will considered it as a challenge. Never waste time,make today as a day for me to plan. Good luck!

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I cried.

12.38AM,10 August 2012.
Tears starts to slip through my eyes. Recalled the unforgettable mistakes that I have done throughout my entire life. Part one : 9 years ago, i disgraced my parents by showing poor results in UPSR. To be honest, im supposed to enter preperation class instead of From One class, but because that year most of the weeker students failed in their Bahasa Malaysia paper, so i guess there is no room for me. Thank God i entered From One even it was like third last class out of ten classes total. I got D for my Bahasa Malaysia Permahaman, and C for my Bahasa Malaysia Karangan. I learned the lesson, should have worked hard in past. But never mind, i still have a bright future. Three years later, PMR - moderate results, entered Science Stream Classes, which initially i thought that it was so highly educated, ended up im totally wrong. It is because my school has a typical policy that students have to be filled up in the science stream classes first then the rest will be placed in the art stream. Well, not too bad i guess, i entered the second last class of six classes. Form four well known as honey moon year, for me, it was just partially. I worked hard and played hard. It is equal, astonishly get into 100 out of 300 + position ranking. This was the moment i felt proud to be Chee's family. Friends were jealous and envy about me, some even teased us (students from lower classes) should not enter better class, form five, i was being shifted to thrid class. Damn it! First day, i entered the classx it was like hell prisoning, everyone was busying pre preparing for their upcoming monthly test, and me just know how to loiter around, mixing some new friends. Almost reaching May of that year, i felt tired of chasing after the burdening work, i took a rest like a month of it. Fcuk! Results shown in trial sucks till the maximum, mommy scolded me like mad, she cried from heartnand i could feel that, in order to solve this matter, i quit all coco activities, took extra tuition classes and even form study group in public library, studying from morning 9 to 6 pm. Kinda exhausted everyday. Mommy started to motivate me. Well, as her son, i should!
SPM- life turning point. Satisfying results 6A 5B.
Went to National Service. Came back, i entered Form Six. Before that everyone including seniors, teachers and lecturers advised me not to take this path, that time i was too clueless in my future plan, so life has to go on. Lower six enjoyed well, results okayy, when it came to Upper six, syllibi were rushed to be completed, and i got too involved in coco activities, neglected my studies. Result came out cgpa 2.33. Didn't get any offer.
This is the life point my parents especially mommy starting to worry about my job career, everytime they asked me what i want to continue to study? Engineering, economics, accountancy, hospitality, culinary or others, but my hope was to become a pilot,failed due to eyesight,second was a designer whatever design,just drawing will do. Thought of architecture, but course fee expensive, interior design, parents do not allow, mommy cried and quarelled with me regarding this topic. i remembered and captured her facial expression that time, was hurting inside my heart. Mommy never did that previously.
One day, i got so frustrated of further studies. Took my time read through some blogs and forum. A senior from my school , smjk Sam Tet named May Wen if im not mistaken, she posted something regarding Yayasan Tenaga Nasional. I clicked into the advertisment and got to know about Universiti Tenaga Nasional UNITEN. Amazing with it and discovered the course that i prefer alternatively, Civil Engineering. I applied online and also to Yayasan Tenaga Nasional. 3 days later, i got offer from UNITEN, SHOCKED ! Is Civil Engineering. The second that i receieved the confirmation email, ran upstairs while mommy was sleeping, she was kind of pissed off because i made a decision so sudden. 2 days later, daddy sent me from ipoh to KL,UNITEN to explore the environment and pay foe BNK. 3 weeks after that, started my first semester, met new friends and two good news were im offered from Yayasan Tenaga Nasional and Yayasan Perak.
I flew up the sky. Never thought of it, so lucky get it. Studies are secured,expenses are done.
First semester result 4.0
Second semester result 3.96
Third semester result 4.0, hopefully

But today, i cried, it is because i got the feeling back from 9 years and 2 years ago. They are the same! punchering througb my heart, it bleeds. No matter what im gonna full blast this time, left 3 weeks to go, have to tackle 7 subjects. This is difficult, but i have not, parents now are not working, i cannot depend on then too long and have to plan and aim for my future. Thank God that im given the opportunity to learn to earn living since young age. Im proudly to announce that my working experience is that deep until i felt mesmorizing.
PrayToGod, it never fails to help you!

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Frustration.

I made a complaint today. I do hope they will improve!

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Promotion.

This is interesting.
Great bargain. 2 for RM 9.10.
For me, half of it is making me felt so FULL!
Anyway, this is healthy,im saying that just alar carte. Not fried and coke.

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Practise a habit.

What makes me feel greedy?
I guess is because I don't learn how to forgive and take. Well, starting from today I will practise to worship God, thank God for everything. Is true that my besties said that in life,there are room for spiritual food everyday. God creates me, I need to pray for him for giving me this life challenging moment. Alright, i think thats all for today. Goodnight ♥

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Wollaaah!

Morning Glory Sunday!
Mommy bought a Nokia Asha 305, Grey Color.

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Aeroplane = a star ?

Well, We have done our secret assignment half way, i do wish could see more progression in it. Eventhough, money, time, energy, saliva and sleep we wasted but these are worth it, gonna get what we have paid off. Just finished my calculus test 2, seems like i have done some mistakes in my paper, after my friend told me that the answers got from some geniuses inside my class. Fcuk it! I don't want to care it. All are done have to be remembered and not to repeated. This weekend i want to just " enjoy " and edit photos plus learning how to edit video. I felt like my computer skills are degenerating since the moment i started to use MacBook. Totally different!
Today, mood was not so good. Before campus survival program, have to distribute flyers, settle name tags, posters, t shirt, souvenirs and much more. Undescriable tired, but just have to help because the two high end post people were absent, one, Nur Aida was admitted to hospital and another one,Raymond wong has to attend a camp in Johor Bahru. Left another one, Alexander Joel Clark, i was pity him yesterday,due to the troubles left over, no need to thank me so many times lahh, we are group mates, helping is caring.
During the event, woke up early by Mohamad Faisal Imran bin Kamarizan, sent by Aaron Jeremy Clark to Dewan Seri Sarjana. Prepared the gifts, photo session on going, guiding some people. Seriously, today my face did look kinda Pissed Off, that's why Deivanai was asking me what happened to me. Maybe is because she saw the tweet that i posted in Twitter. Big new, first time ever I saw the fierest expression by Mohamad Faisal Imran, he waslly pissed off by the newbies who were blasting their songs while others were giving the speeches on stage,he went straight to them and Fcuk them off, came back and complained to us. Accidentally,he spoken some "wrong" words that time,which is considered not good especially during puasa period. We were trying to pour ice water to extinguish the fire from him. Too bad, failed!
After the event, walked by with him, he told me some of the regulations that are practised in his secondary school. We should pay attention while others are talking,right?! He is cool today, but i lost his lanyard, ended up replaced a misleft over unused lanyard and gave it to him. Thank God he was not angry with him. Hahaha.Event ended, i went to Mid Valley,as usual bought something to release tensions and frustrations that accumulated since 3 weeks ago.
Anyway, the picture is to tell all of you that i might get my pre flying test soon in October at AirAsia! Wish all the best to me. :)

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