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Wednesday, March 28, 2012

总有一天。

我以开始倒数我们即将分离的那一刻,好好珍惜与你们两,平凡1 ,平凡2 ,熬过去的日子。多么盼望岁月为我而停留,把那完美的画面像壁画高高挂上。别在再勾起那伤心的回忆,要为自己仔细篇排。所谓戏如人生,每一份每一秒,将成为历史。


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Friday, March 23, 2012

Chill Day.


After all these stuffs were on-going.
Campus Survival Program.
Midterms and tests plus quiz.
Im finally free temporary. :D

By the way,
Happy Birthday , Daddy.
HAHAHAHA.
Awesome dinner yesterday.

Thursday, March 22, 2012

这首歌,煎熬。

老实说,我真的不舍的你每一次的离别。我不是不想面对,而是,当我鼓起勇气向你坦白的时候,你却会有不开心的事情述说给我听。这就以打断了我的告白,久而久之,勇气微缩成胆小的老鼠。

一个人,望向北方,只见你经常游荡的地方。那地方,是我不允许踏进的地方。如果这世界容我们四处躲避,我愿为你牺牲所有的一切,抛开他人的暮光,活在你我两人的游乐园。

可惜的是:你心里还有着另一个,我永远还是第三者。


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Monday, March 19, 2012

I should have made my choice.

Today,as you announced the news,i got so depressed internally.I don't have the braveness to tell you what im feeling actually. The thing that i could ever do in front of you just to act and pretend nothing happened. Why can't everyone give me a chance or just encourage me to make impossible to become possible? I don't deserve a mundane life,all that I need is someone who cares about me,but yet there is no one for me. And "you" do have someone you cared much for. Not "me" that makes you to care for.


Emotionally,you poked my heart with a sharp needle. :'(


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Sunday, March 18, 2012

Someday.

It has been two days im not feeling well,mommy worried about my current situation now. Im having viral fever and sneezing matter. Has been so long i have not been in sick condition. This week has made me fell sick twice, caught cold and stomachache. Please,GOD BLESS ME.


It has been two consecutive days that i didnt text you. Man, you played an important role in my life. I wanted to look at your face now,melts me thoroughly. By the way, i have spent more than two hundreds on my fashion goodies and srumptous meal today. The outing was awesome,meeting up friends and shopping.


Two REEBOK bags, two coffee colored pants and a jacket. Damn cheap.

These thingy made my day.  :)


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Wednesday, March 14, 2012

You sick again.

This is the third time you get sick,my room mate.

Man,have to recover fast,test is on FRIDAY !

God,please bless all of us.


Back to the topic today,


This few days,i have reduced my conversation between SOMEONE.

Or maybe i should say,you didnt text me as what like past time. :(

Those days,we used to chat through free net.

Too bad,now everything changes.

10 text messages sometimes not even one from you.

I missed the part we used to communicate indirectly,but because of..

You chosen to live your life.

You chosen to stay away from me.

You chosen to abandon me obviously.

You chosen to group with others.

You chosen to have yourself in the world.


I know that we are going to be separated soon once we meet.

Can you please keep me updated in future ?

Or shall I say,send me messages again which i missed?

I will always hide myself to look at you.

Asking God just to bless you. :)


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Tuesday, March 13, 2012

两者何为那个比较重要 ?

从我上个礼拜开始
我的感觉非常的不平凡,就是因为你们两让我难以作出选择!
两者的形容句。
平凡1 - 你平时对我冷冷淡淡,时冷时热。
平凡2 - 你一直都躲在我的背后,没让我发觉。
一向来,平凡1 都时时刻刻环绕在我身边,每当我觉得自己要秀丑陋的一面时,你都帮我用身体覆盖,把那面蒙砂起来,怕我给吓坏他人。我还回忆着那很舍不得的目光,历史记载了我们曾艰辛万苦熬出的康庄大道,但你却把着总美好的回忆通通给毁掉,就像把文件从电脑哪里扔进垃圾桶。多磨的可惜,把我的心血一一檫掉。在想你是否忍心 ? 还是你想我们保持距离 ?
答案,其实已经出现在我眼前,只是我很孤子,不去想,不去接受,结果伤害的是自己那脆弱的玻璃心。从那份礼物起,你开始渐渐离开我们原有方向。
我有同感,觉得平凡2越来越对我特别的不一样。平凡2一晚问了我一个很奇怪的问题,测试我是否自私,还是真心成全平凡2的梦想。当然,我为了平凡2说了一个连自己都骗了的大话。你走吧,我会活得更好! 心里话,我想你留下!
在这角度来看,平凡1分析了我的路途线,望平凡2出发。
其实,是你逼我的,你的时冷时热,让我无法感受到安全。
暂时现在,平凡2给了我100八仙的保障。
平凡1,我与你该是时候让我们保持距离。
可是每一刻,我看见你的时候,你让我放不下。
安慰自己,算了吧,平凡1可能太忙没空回你。
或者是,可能手机没电/没钱,所以不能回我。
平凡1总不比平凡2贴心就算发生什么事,
回复/回应对平凡2是个大卖点。

到了今天,我还不能完全做出选择 !
结束生命,可能是解决的方案。
让我死了,比起现在的折磨来的好。

Saturday, March 10, 2012

You Made My Day.

Guess what,i woke up by the Tamil song played in A5 Apartment more than 100 times since yesterday more. Im so tolerate until i can't withstand it this morning and complained in Facebook. Oppps, the post really caught alot of attentions regarding the song.
HAHAHAHA. Im not the one and only person notice this issue.
Our ears are suffering,our minds are being disturbed.
Please, I don't hope the song to be my alarm clock everyday !
Use headphone to listen to it,instead of the blasting HiFi.
Gosssh,is just irritating and annoying.

2.36pm,it starts to rain.
"You" made my day to a sleepy day.
Nononooo, and NO !
I still left tons of paperwork to be done. :X

Target Unachieved. :S


I failed to do so.
I broke my promise.
I have to continue tomorrow.
I have alot of work to be completed.
I have no sufficient time to accomplish it.
I am so sucky , nerdy , lazy , dreamy ...
What I want now is SHOPPING !

Friday, March 9, 2012

Prison Day, 11.3.2012

Staying inside the hostel alone. Having the campbell soup with massimo bread plus a cup of nescafe, these are making my life so sucky and yet i can't see the excitment of it. I wonder could my friends survived here for the past few weeks. Accompanied by the depressed feeling of my just-over quiz and test,i made a promise that i will not get out from my apartment and ensure that i complete all my understanding regarding Physics Electric and Electronic which twist and turn my mind now.


Off to break-lunch.

Hopefully it is going to be a Chill Day. :D


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Successful. :D

I would like to announce the great news rather than the bad ones.A friend of I successfully received my gift,MFIBK. Hopefully he will like it. Wrote something in an envelope, consists of 3 short messages,regarding my thoughts and friendship-ness.Pleasent to have you as one of my friends. Eventhough, the gift isn't the best ever,but still present means something.

Happy Belated Birthday Present. :D

Here comes the bad ones.
Quiz 3 Physics - Terrible,Horrible,Vegetable.
I don't know how Ethan can score that freaking high marks for this effing shit subject !
Seriously,I don't like Electric but i love to use it ALL DAY TIME !
I pray hard for my coming Common Test,I will not flung it.
Please,I beck you,God bless me for this time.
Im hopeless to it.I swear that I have to work my freaking out for tomorrow and Sunday.

Test 1 Chemistry - Considerably able to do.
Hmmm,for sure "Full Mark" will not be in my hand.
Since i did wrong for the enthalpy question.It was not hard and just that i don't understand.
Again,hard work should be added more on it.

Next Week,Im gonna have two tests.
Starting from tonight, I should limit my time usage for Internet.
Maybe just post status and replying comments in Twitter and Facebook.
Others are all blocked ! Just One Week !

Believe in yourself, you are able to DO IT !
Kick their ass out from your semester !

Monday, March 5, 2012

Planning to get myself a new camera.


Well,Im kind of interested with my friend's instant film camera.It works immediately as after we captured the photo,damn cool seriously.I wonder if i bought it and brought back to Ipoh,for sure,nagging sound would not flies out my hears. Mommy had emphasized that not to spend money and I had made a promise that I will concentrate well in my studies and be prepared for my coming tests and mid term.
Three consecutive weeks that im not gonna go out !
How stress it could be ? Imaginable ?
Whatever it is, just score. :)

Hmmmm,I have just prepared a gift for my friend,MFIBK.
HAHAHAHA. Not the best one for him i guess.
But,since he helped me alot in studies as in projects,
I guess is the time for appreciation.
Is effing hard to find a listener in university,but he could be the best now.
We did share everything else and even gossiped about people.
Man,ridiculous ! Should stop this kind of attitude. :D

Back to the topic of LIFE, recently, i did feel like abandon myself from sleeping.
Waking up early in the morning roughly 6 am and sleep like 2am.
Im not ROBOT,but just that reading is forcing me to do so.

Friday, March 2, 2012

Those Days.





Pictures speak everything.
How I missed those days.

The Unique.


From 12pm to 6pm yesterday,I was trapped inside mommy's friends car.
Kinda of tiring to travel,but at least I save up some money for the fare.
His son was kind of frustrated that there was an uncle sat inside the car,
whereby,the uncle wanted to travel to Sitiawan for a meet-up.
So mommy's friend did a flavor and sent him there.
But the problem is Ipoh and Sitiawan isn't a far distance ?
Come on lahh,I did agreed with his son that we should dragged the uncle at one of the main bus station and inform him to get a bus ride to there instead of wasting our time.Man, Is 6 hours of traveling,im getting so sick for that after i got my ass into the house.
Phooof, 6.30pm, Right time for me to get prepared for "THEM" .
The weather didn't seems to be friendly with us yesterday night.
Raining from the beginning part of the fun till the end.
At first,we planned to have some beer time,but all a sudden..
Due to rain,we switched to K-Box session,and because of the full booking.
We kind of reversing back to our original plan after paying a visit to Popular.
Took a ride with KMX's daddy new car,and reached "Healy Mac's Irish Bar"
Well,the environment was damn impressive,suits the beer time-my. :D
And Wooolllahh, Happy Belated Birthday.
As usual,photos can't run away from us.Instagram has being our main frame.
I guess, the picture described everything we did that night.

Thanks for the present,girls. Appreciate it alot.
By the way,they are kind of shock with my new style.