Can't blame on you. I was recalling the whole night, thinking that whether I'm the one is wrong or you are the one is wrong. Or maybe I should say is not your fault. The moral of the story that I learnt from you, I shouldn't have place hope on anyone, must be really independent. The moment I eat, i texted you whether you want some food. The moment I stepped out, I always ask you as accompany. The moment I was depressed or over excited on something, I told you from top to bottom. But.. at last it turns to hurt me, because I tent to rely on others. I learnt one of these lessons during high school time, it repeats again now. It punches me alot, at the same time, it makes me grow. Not to say that You are so good, but just to say you're actually a good friend to keep. For me, today onwards, I should reduce whateva I have on you, believe,trust,rely,anything. I want to be independent.
Congratz, that you already have someone you can talked to. And for me, I don't prefer to miggle around with those who already have their life partners. Most of the time, I'm jealous about friends having couple, but I knew my situation, family comes first, unless I have started to work. I will try to keep my border line until I graduate. Promise made.
Weather just suits my feeling. (2.08pm,8.11.2012)
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